Emotion

I've been going through a plethora of emotions lately, during the debate competition it was first extreme nervousness, then it changed to hilarity then disappointment, surprise, shock and just complete craziness. It was my first time experiencing the joy of winning and the fun of just talking crap this year, and it was refreshing. Being new and inexperienced, i didn't have much pressure on my shoulders, i felt lucky if i was able to complete my speech and jubilant if i could manage to scrape a win together with my teammates. Having the opportunity to go up against the creme De la creme of the secondary debate circle was a jaw-dropping experience.

It was then that we realized how extremely unprepared we were and how shallow our knowledge was, going up against them was a wake up call (not to say the rest weren't), but pitting our strengths against someone much much stronger made us know our limits and the areas we had to improve on. It was totally an experience which i will treasure among others in the short yet not quite short span of my secondary school life. Hopefully, we will be able to leap up to their standards in the near future and enjoy the wonderful emotion of VICTORY over them. ;-)

Next, moving on to the drum camp. WOW, it was an experience to behold. The team spirit was one of the best I'd ever experienced, compared to last year. This year's camp was a trillion times better and moving compared to the last. Maybe because its also my second year on the team, and naturally i would have a stronger sense of belonging and would be able to have more fun.

But, this was the first time my society has ever moved me to tears, not once, not twice but thrice!!! My seniors have this amazing capability to coax tears using their words, u feel the love and passion they harbor towards the team and its impossible to remain untouched. Their sacrifices for a single cause is so great that i could never imagine myself being in their position, doing the things they do.

Of all the seniors on the team, my leader was the greatest among them all, she placed all her hope on us, hoping that we could achieve what she had in mind. She sacrificed her all to help us get to where we are today, she lost her voice trying to guide us onto the right track but what she didn't lose was her faith. She had faith in us, even though we weren't the best or the brightest, she held hope that we could become like the rest. Thank you, for having faith even during the darkest hours, thank you for not living us to our own abandon, thank you for just being there for us and THANK YOU, FOR BELIEVING IN US.

This holiday was one of the best i have had, although i am currently freaking out over my tons of unfinished homework, i believe that it was worth it.

To believing,

cheers!

FF.