Things

The last day of school for me this year.

I wish i could have done things better, achieved a little bit more of my goals, been a better person, friend. But in the end, dreams turn to dust and i am back to square one.

Still that same old person who isn't good enough, who isn't brilliant enough and who just doesn't match up to others. I hate that feeling of defeat, but i have done nothing to change that, thats why i hate myself sometimes.

Just a daydreamer who dreams and dreams and dreams again. I feel inadequate, and that feeling just won't go away. I just want to change, be someone who i can bring myself to love, not some loser who spends so much time drawing castles in the air. I want to build those castles, and live in them someday.

So here's to a better Marie Lim Shu Fei, cheers=)